Sunday, December 04, 2005
i'm now damn pissed off.... regrading jus now and last nite.... damn pissed off....
last nite was toking over the phone wif boon juay.... he asked when i free, go eat dinner.... but i told him i not free la.... DEN... in e kitchen, MA suddenly told mi not to get so close with guys.... all are "lan tao hua".... and oso tell mi dun get too close wif a maple fren(shan jun, sec 1 boi).... i was like.......... "wa... this dun get too close, tat dun keep in touch..... might as well tell mi dun make frens...." AND tat was exactly wad i told them.... den they keep saying wad dun go relationship now... focus on studies... dun get close with shan jun... scared later got wad tink happen or wadever lah....
HELLO!!! PLEASE lor.... he's sec one, 13 years old.... i'm poly 1st year, 17..... am i really tat dumb or wadever to get involve wif him? HUH?? den mentioned about tat wei hao again.... say wad if i didn't send e wrong signal to him, i will get insulted meh.... den BRO said wad got saw mi flirted with him before.... wad e hell.... how come i dun remember anytink abt it...?? he really like gettin mi into trouble lor... why dun they tink is tat cox he got liked mi before... tat's why his gf dun like mi lea.... they everytink only look at e surface de.... dunno everytink den they kept saying it was my fault....
when tat actual tink happened, kel once commented tat my family will stood by mi.... wad a piece of shit....
jus say they dun trust mi....
den MA kept sayin dun blog anymore, dun use friendster, blah blah....... WELL.... might as well tell mi dun live anymore.... since i cannot do ALOT of tinks.... wad's e point of living....
i really really longed for a relationship... i wanted someone to stand by mi, dote mi, love mi, trust mi and whenever in times of need, he will be by my side.... IF my family can satisfy mi with all these, i wouldn't want a relationship....
jus now.... MA dunno tell mi to do wad.... i can't exactly understand her 'orders' lor.... den she throw her temper le.... wad e hell sia.... like tat might as well do herself....
i really hate them!!
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