Monday, October 10, 2005
i actually already promised ray tat i would turn up for e chalet on sundae(yesterdae) de.... but.... i din tell him..... so he tot i duno will turn up or not.... i oso told ray on sat nite not to tell him tat i goin.... ray asked if i wanted to give him a surprise..... -_-
but.... i guess tat it got bit ruined in e (sundae) morning..... early e mornin came e sms saein: 'hope to see mi there'.... i really got a little little bit pissed off... cox everybody been askin mi to go lor.... so i replied him by sayin it's gettin on my nerves.... he replied: 'den don go lor.... simple'
frankly speakin, i got abit angry by tat.... ha ha....
before i left hse for e chalet, mum sae this to mi: 'tinks tat i've given up, don look back at it again....' i noe wad's she referrin to....
haiz.... recently tinks been happenin to mi...... i can't and don feel like shoulderin it anymore.....
sometimes i saw families happily together, i would wonder why i can't have e same tink like them.... sometimes i saw couples together, i would oso wonder why too... haha.... perhaps different people have different life bahz...
seein my parents....... frankly speakin..... i sometimes don feel like havin a family of my own in e future... even i wan, i really hope tat mine would be like a fairytale.... a happy endin....


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