Wednesday, August 31, 2005
haiz.... i really dono wad happened..... i dono if i'm too sensitive or wad.... i tink tat wei hao don wan mi le.... haha... 1st.... i cannot find his friendster account at my own account..... 2nd... he sent some funny sms to mi lea... askin mi to delete e testi i wrote, sae don wan her to hate him... (i noe e her is referrin to who..)..... den after awhile sent mi 'u now jus hate me k Meh... jus sae my bad words to anyone...', and 'don reply any of my sms or online msg... sorry'.... i'm really confused.... wad do wei hao kor really mean?? izit he don wan mi as his godsis le...
and.............. jus now tat guy chat wif mi over msn...... he asked if i'll gif him my blessing.... now.... he finally frankly tell mi le..... he told mi tat he liked my fren..... all i could i sae to him was i will gif him my blessins... hope tat he will find his happiness and be happy..... haha... he told mi quite a number of tinks... his feelings....
i really dono should i be happy or not... tat he told mi his problems.... to show tat he still have mi in his heart, as a fren.... though i wish him well, i seems to be so fake.... u noe... u like tat guy... n u jus try to gif him away through ur both hands towards ur fren, e one he liked....
and i really felt so silly.... haha.... u noe... when he was chattin wif mi tat time, i was having stomachache... haha... but i jus wan to be wif him when he is feelin troubled... so, i din go toilet or anytink... but in e end e pain became worse.... haha.... aren't i stupid and silly enough....
i always tink tat love is selfish...... but jus now i was like..... u noe.... haiz.... i really really dono wad to do.......


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